I wAnT tO lEaVe!!!

Sooner or later, I will catch up with you...
you can ignore me now, but I will come back to you

I was here all this while,
when you laughed at me,
you mocked me and you left me,
and forward you thought you had gone
but here I am and I will be
till you know me, see me...
till you walk through me
and send me to my end...

Every time you frown, I walk another step
Every time you smile, you will know I am right here..

Talk to me, I am alone
talk to me coz you need me
talk to me for your own good
talk to me to leave me...

I am right here, I will never leave...
If you dont cry, and let me go....
I want to leave, selfish I may be
but staying in you, is torturing me.

I will nag you till I am gone,
and haunt you with my words...
I will hurt you for no reason,
and laugh at your pain...

Talk to me today, talk to me now,
let us get it over with, talk me down.
I dont want to come back to you,
you dont like me and I know you...
Let me go.. and let me go NOW...
Just do it, talk to me and talk me down.

I know you dont know, the path to get to me
but find it soon, I know you definitely can
Just try and find me...
Dont you look away.. it is painful you see
to see you not talking to me
when I know you can
Try some more, do some thing..
just let me go, I want to leave.



INSP: The voices in my head sound like this sometimes too..

I am and I was...

Am I what I used to be?
Am I someone else?
If its me who is just me,
how can I be anyone else?

Am I doing what I used to do?
Or am I doing different?
Was I then, not what I am?
or am I not what I was then?

If in thoughts, and space and time,
I feel I am myself all the way,
am I changing so slowly so,
that I know not what is happening..
Or is it just me and I find no change
In all this time thats passing...


In all as much and more,
I cant help but wonder
Is there supposed to be a
What I MEANT to be?


!!! ------I called a friend after a long long time and she said I dont sound like I used to and that I havent written anything for a very long time... So I started to think if I am not being myself and here is what happened... :) ------ !!!