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Like success is calling to me...
And Failure is holding me back
Like aspiration exceeds limitations...
and circumstances choose to be excuses
Like the voice inside me screams in silence
falling to unhearing ears and echoing
Something inside me refuses to suffer
to suffer that I am being me....

When it is time....

No matter what day, what time,
Everytime I walk in this door,
A rush of memories, an uncontrollable smile,
Nostalgic joy, into my heart, pour...

I miss being here, when I am not...
I hate it , I will have to leave,
I wish I would not....

Strange is life.... strange is time...
strange are the ways of people
somehow..I want to say MINE...

June 12 2006

I really hate leaving the lab I have worked in for the last one year... it definitely is not the work alone but everyone else who worked with me....